Hmm.. I observed something. People who are usually depressed are those who 'think too much'. They fear this and that.. I really donno how to put it.. But I'm sure you have met people like that? They always question themselves about a lot of stuff.. "What if..", "Can I..", "If only.."

But people who are generally happy.. Are those who take things as they come. Those who know that nothing is predictable.. Plan A fails? What's Plan B then? They are the ones who can appreciate the beauty of the present. They don't understand what's the fuss about being sad over things that they can't change. Walking through a valley? Enjoy the moments in it until you finally walk through it! Since you can't go anywhere, anyway. No point throwing a tantrum and refusing to move on. You will only end up curling up and die.

In my life I've failed so many times. I'm only a human... I have flaws and imperfection. That's why I need God who can change me to be more like Him. While in the darkest valley, lost and confused, His light shined ever so brightly to guide my path. He gives me a vision and a hope. Being a Christian doesn't mean I become sinless, it only means that I admit I am a sinner and need God's forgiveness. It means that I admit my strength is insufficient.. My flesh is weak.. I need God.

My flesh and my heart fail;
But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Psalm 73:26